I never thought I’d be that person. I cheated on my husband of 28years. I feel i destroyed my marriage, my self-worth, my sense of who I was. The guilt eats away at me every day, and I know I’ll never forgive myself. I want to tell my partner the truth, but I can’t bear to hurt them even more. So I carry this secret, knowing that it’s a weight I’ll have to live with for the rest of my life. My first sexual encounter was with a “Borla man” …charlie. God please forgive me. I cant bring myself to terms with it. Will give a narration other time