@james I feel like im in a coma.

Most days in my life, I feel like I’m not awake.
It’s weird and hard to explain but I am going to try to.

When I lay in bed after a stressful day, everything feels like it’s slowly swaying and I feel light, almost unexistent; and when I think back to how the day went and how productive or unproductive it was, its feels like I am grasping for a memory that is so distant and faint.

It feels like my body isn’t actually there with me. Like I’m just a fragrance of my real being and I’ve been stuck in this virtual reality and my family and friends are standing beside my immobile body waiting for me to wake up.

This feeling cannot ever be to compared with the light feeling I get in my head.
I could be walking perfectly at one point and then lose my balance at the next.

I might just be writing to some non-existing people for all I know.
Unfortunately, I do not know.

This feeling is really hard to explain but if you can, please help.
I don’t know how much of this I can take.