I always thought I was a good and pious person. I recently reconnected with my ex boyfriend. Just like the saying goes dont awaken dried twigs. I thought i was above it and could manage my emotions. He had come from tamale to accra for a brief meeting and haven not seen him in a long time . I just thought i should pass by his hotel and hi when he asked to see me. We took some drinks in the lobby and before i realized we ended up in his room and had sex.I made a choice that hurt me deeply. I felt i could withstand him but not and i cant blame him much. I am so disappointed in myself. I don’t know how to forgive myself for something I didn’t think I was capable of. I am also preparing to get married next month